AWAKENING TO A
PRE-MORTAL MEMORY:
There are worlds within worlds, microcosms and macrocosms. The planets orbit
the stars and the electrons
orbit the atom. So our experience of reality lies in folds and layers that
repeat themselves in time and space,
repeating over and over until the dawn breaks, until our understanding opens
and we remember. Remember,
not something that happened in our childhood or our cellular beginnings, but
remember something about
ourselves that we knew before we ever came here. A pre-mortal memory, locked
away in the cells of our DNA
like a capsule ready to awaken at the appointed time or like a seed that must
freeze and thaw in cycles until
it can germinate into unfolding potential.
I was lying on my back on one of the beds that I had made for one of my
children in an old school bus. I was
so disappointed. My journey, begun with such hope and promise, was ending or
seemed to be ending in such
loss and disappointment. My whole being ached with indescribable pain…pain I
did not even understand…
pain no one had ever told me I could experience.
As I was lying there, I
looked out through one of the panes
of glass and there, framed in the outline of the window was the constellation
of Orion. Just like Joseph must
have experienced it so many years ago as he laid there in the mud at the bottom
of the pit. As he lay there,
trying to grasp the meaning of his experience, he felt this gentle nudge urging
him to turn over and look up.
When he did he saw what I saw. Outlined in the circle of sky that was the
opening of the pit, he saw the
constellation of Orion. His constellation; the one he had seen in his dream.
The dream, or rather the telling of it,
that caused all the trouble in the first place. A dream where all the twelve
constellations bowed to his constellation.
Great questions surged through my soul. You mean that in some strange way,
this experience of total loss and
disappointment was pre-ordained for me to experience? You mean that in the
unfolding of time, one went
before us to focus our life experience of dimensional breakthrough in his own
personal experience? With his
own flesh, his eleven brothers, his own father, like the twelve signs of the
Zodiac, the sun and the moon,
he and they, together acting out a heavenly drama in earthly events so that
you and I, when the crises of the
ages has come upon us, might find courage and joy in our ascending process?
Ascending not to an earthly throne
and earthly orders of power and control, but to places and dimensions, eternal
consciousness, withheld from
man for long ages, regained in truth and understanding to provide the
validation and spiritual power to bring
the great awakening to all earth realms. Ascending to elevate all things, each
by their own degree, to inaugurate
the age that is now dawning upon man and upon creation.
As is so often said in the holy writ: “Who was a figure of Him who was to
come.”
Joshua, the one who caused the
children of Israel to enter the Promised Land, is described by Paul the Apostle
as a type of Jesus who brings his
people into a true rest. Likewise Moses is seen as a foreshadowing of the
messiah when he himself said: “A Prophet like
unto me... Him will you hear!” You can feel the frustration in Moses’ words to
the three million people who grudgingly
followed him for forty cantankerous years. As an onion has layers within layers
so is the unfolding of divine intent.
That same one who was imaged in so many ways in figures and similitudes, he
himself also is a figure and a similitude
of that one that is to come and is now appearing. Not now a great charismatic
leader or a powerful individual but a
body of people truly connected. Not connected so much in belief systems and
ethics, although these too will find a
great merging, but rather an experience of oneness that transcends all those
elements that always brought war and
separation. Truly the cause of separation was never in those events that
demonstrated or made separation manifest
but rather it lay in the thought forms and the programming from which men and
women drew their inspiration,
their motivational energy. The oneness that this body of people is experiencing
does not come from negating or removing
all those things that seemingly have hindered us, causing all these centuries
of war and separation. Their oneness comes
rather from an inner knowing, an awakening, and a quickened consciousness.
These in their very cellular structure are
remembering a programming placed there long ages ago, a truth, a realization,
and it is simply this: We cannot ever
achieve or create oneness…the truth is that we have always been one. There
never was a time that we were ever separated
from each other or our heavenly Father; it is only in our minds that we
accepted these illusions, illusions that helped us to
live and occupy this third dimensional realm, this plane of flesh.
THE GLORY OF THE FATHER: ONENESS
Jesus can be seen as a prototype, a new kind of human, a forerunner as Paul
called it. From that point of view,
it is the divine intention, the intention of the planners in harmony with
Father’s will, to bring forth a
whole company of such enlightened beings, beings manifesting the glory of the
Father...ONENESS. This
aspect has been understood for two thousand years. Paul ministered the
concept clearly and, with the
revival of the Spirit that came in Topeka, Kansas in 1901 and again in North
Battleford, Saskatchewan in
1948, these truths were reawakened and brought forth in a glory we now refer
to as Latter Rain. The
charismatic moves of the Spirit since that time are an outgrowth of these and
other similar awakenings
in Wales and Australia this past century. These truths have been perceived by
spiritual people who knew
the power of God yet it was impossible for them to view these truths from any
other perception than a
separate ego perspective. The time was not yet for the Joy and Glory of the
Oneness to break upon the
consciousness of man.
Now the time has come to see clearly and to speak clearly. Not so much through
the metaphorical image
making of the mind, types and shadows (that is, the mind dominated by the ego
perceptions) but by minds
and hearts that are released from the prison of self perception created by the
experience of our incarnation.
As the memory of our pre-mortal existence is awakened in us and we feel the
superb, ecstatic joy of this
knowing flooding our souls, we can step back, if you will, from our
physical-ness or our mortality and begin
to see ourselves from the point of view of our own eternalness. See ourselves
as the Father sees us,
the perspective of an endless life, an existence without parental biological
experience, an existence in the
greater light of knowledge that has always freely existed in the higher realms,
priests forever after the
Order of Melchizedec.
THE SUN AND THE MOON:
Now we finally begin to understand what the writer of Hebrews really meant
when he said: “But we see Jesus.”
For two thousand years we have looked at him and mostly we have seen our own
limitations, our need for
forgiveness, our “missing the mark.” True, we have experienced the joy of
grace and atonement that Paul
revealed in what he called “my gospel,” but we have never truly heard the
greater message that Jesus came
to bring. We have not heard the truth that he manifested and made so powerfully
clear and plain. The early
apostles and the early church, in the strong after-wake of the experience of
the law and standing yet under
the shadow of the cross of atonement, could not see the whole truth, the
fullness of the mission of Jesus.
If the beginning of the law is as a reflected glory to be compared to the light
of the moon, then the beautiful
shadows and patterns in the tabernacle, the shedding of the blood, the entering
into the Holy place, all the
things that Paul ministered, are like the light of the sun. This light was so
brilliant to our eyes, eyes that were
only accustomed to the lunar light of Moses, law and condemnation. Yet in all
this, we never imagined that
there could be another awareness that was so vastly greater than the experience
of the upper room or mount
Sinai, just as the stars of heaven exceed the glory of this one star we call
our Sun.
There are hints in the writings of the New Testament that would give a peek at
this greater knowing of which
we speak. One place, when speaking of going on to perfection (completeness)
the author says: “This we
will do, if God permit.” In another place it is written: “Until we all come
to…a perfect man.” And finally,
in the book of the Revelation: “And behold I saw a new heaven and a new earth…
and the city had no
need for the light of the Sun or the Moon to shine in it for God himself and
the Lamb are the light of it.”
THE GREATER MESSAGE OF JESUS:
So we come then to that greater mystery that was unveiled in the incarnation
of the Logos that walked among
us as Jesus of Nazareth. We see clearly now that he took on his humanity to
show us without disputation
or doubt that we also clothed ourselves with humanity. We see that his
purposeful self-reference as being
the Son of Man was for the purpose of awakening us to self-realization. To be
the “Son of Man” is a great and
glorious commission. Not the ego self that has limited our perception for these
long ages, but the realization
of the true self, the one that we are in Christ, and the one that incarnated
into human form as he also did.
We finally understand that we were crucified with Christ, not so much that our
personal physical bodies hung
on a wooden stake but rather that we too were crucified from the beginning into
the experience of flesh,
crucified on a physical form hung on the cross of Time and Space, separation.
As he hung there between heaven
and earth, he felt and knew intimately and intensely, sharing totally with us
all the pain and agony of our human
experience...the darkness that covered our land in not being able to see any
longer from the divine point of view...
the piercing pain in the hands and the feet speaking of the victimization and
limitation of seemingly being
powerless to change our lives…powerless to heal our bodies or the bodies of our
children…powerless so often
to do what we know to be right.
He was wounded so that we could see what we
refused to let ourselves feel and
experience, the brokenness of our psyches, the brokenness of our relationships.
The wounds of rejection on his
back to let us feel and see the rejection in us not only of each other but much
more so the rejection of the truth
and knowing of our true source, pathway and destiny, our Father. What is it
that makes that gruesome experience
of a man hung with spikes on a stake so beautiful to us? It is because he hung
there, with all the pain of our human
experience, and never rejected it. In fact he remembered in every moment of his
pain to be mindful of his mother,
to forgive those that pierced him. He never disconnected with his own divine
knowing. Why? For you. For me.
That we might all know that he and his experience are a true image of who we
are. You were wounded, you were
pierced, you were mocked and "You also like him never lost touch with your
greater true knowing,
Your divine self, your eternal source, your Father!"
Only in your mind did you accept the thought that you
are separate. Only in your mind did you create thoughts of sin and failure. And
only in your perceptions were you
powerless, weak and unable to walk as a spirit man. Your Father and the hosts
of heaven do not see you that way.
Why have we not been able to see this mystery for all these long ages? Two
thousand years have passed, years in
which we burned one another at the stake of religion, whether in actual flames
in the middle ages or
with words of condemnation in this last century. True, we have experienced
forgiveness and even
greater than that, we know of the grace of God, but the glory of Divine
Knowing,
the Dawning of Light
and Truth is reserved for this day, this hour. Now we can see as we are seen
and
know as we are known
by the higher dimensions.
THE ORION NEBULA: BIRTHPLACE OF STARS:
There is a final epilogue to my tale of Orion. A dear friend of ours sent us a
Star map showing all the
constellations. On the reverse side there is, greatly magnified, a small area
in the Constellation of Orion
called the Orion nebula. Here is what the National Geographic Society has to
say about this Nebula:
“Black curtains of interstellar dust frame a window into the Orion nebula’s
NURSERY, among the most
active Star-birth regions known…. In a few cases a cloud is too far away to be
illuminated and the young
star inside the cloud becomes visible—ringed by a dark disk of debris that was
left behind as the star
developed. One such protoplanetery disk…may be the beginning of a planetary
system similar to our
own.”
What am I saying? What can we hear? There are worlds of perception created
through us. Stars of truth
and knowing are being formed in the heavens, the opened consciousness of man,
and its all happening
because you believe, because you trust, because you allow yourself to remember
and to know those
things about yourself that Jesus came to tell you so many years ago but that
you could not hear.
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